Happy Anticlimax

Its been a week since my final exams, and after several hard nights of celebrating and attempting to lose consciousness, we all waited tentatively for our results on Thursday.

The deal was, that if you failed an exam, the medical faculty would give you a call. So we all waited for a "no call", which i think is even worse than getting a call or checking a physical posting. When the clocked struck 5pm, and i hadn't got a call yet, I breathed a sigh of relief and began to smile.

Our results were confirmed the next day, and we began a second round of partying and celebrations. So I begin work next year, I'm going to get PAID biatch!!!! I will no longer be a poorass student scrapping it out on spag bol and free lunches!

But the poorass mentality will never die!! i will never miss out on a free lunch, despite whatever i earn. Its all thanks to the asian in me, also i am 1/16th dutch, and everyone knows what they're like :oP

Last night i was roaring drunk, and the night before that (Thursday), stoned. Being high, i thought it'd be best to just pass out in my car and drive home later, but on the way to my car i heard voices and people coughing even though there was no-one around. I also thought i saw windows and doors opening in the buildings around me, and got freaked out so i ran to my car and drove home. Had a very good sleep.

Can't remember much of what i did last night. Hopefully didn't do anything weird or disturbing. I do remember vaguely swearing at random people, and the police from my friend's car window and driving home, where i was writing some emails and laughing a lot by myself.

August, November and Friday

Just woke up from over twenty hours of sleep, catching up from lack of sleep due to exam preparation.

Had the major exam yesterday, the last one will be on Friday.

Still coming to grips with the end of my six year course.

Whilst its taking a while to hit me, i'm incredibly happy and have had enough of the tertiary world.

From Aug-Nov, dealing with breakup, moving house, feeling lost and shitty.

I find it difficult to accept the fact that some people's aspiration in life is to find happiness. It is such fleeting thing, to be enjoyed when at hand.

Happiness will come and go, its part of a balanced human range of emotions.

Peace is more difficult to attain. At the moment I'm setting my sights at trying to find peace through seeking God, touching the lives of those in need, and accepting the limits of my abilities (in my weakness, the Lord will make me strong).

The end of my course, the beginning of a fulfilling career? My life is what I make it.